Now we start A new season...A new Big Exam....fuhhh~

Now I must study cause the big..n huge exam coming to me to decide n plan my future...fuhhh~.
n then my book will be my GF hehe...sory yeah my real GF...I'd to do this cause for PMR...after that I will meet u...n we will chit-chat more about u n me okay..remember that...yeah~urm... It's end here...

Never Be a LoSEr~

She stared, I glared 
I smiled, she didn't seem to care 
She just walked past me and it didn't seem fair 
I just wanted attention, had no grudges to bear 
So why did she leave me to hang in the dreadful air 
Her friends thought I was cool 
She said I was a loser 
My friends came to me and said "how could you choose her?" 
I said I couldn't help it, I thought I was in love 
How could I be in love with a devil? A rebel? 
I guess opposites attract no matter the level 
This is false, the current situation counters that theoretical 
She likes guys who drop mad game 
But overlook the intellectuals 
I question her intelligence 
But there's nothing more I can do 
Another female whose feelings towards me are no longer relevant 
But in the end, I still loss 
Because once again, my heart has turned too damn soft 
The mind of a ruler 
Once again shows I have the heart of a loser 
No more, I'm tired of losing 
Tired of being passed over 
Kicked to the curb 
All of this rejection is damaging my nerves 
What will I do about it? 
Nothing, so far I've been all talk 
And still I babystep but it's nowhere near a confident walk 
Maybe she was right, maybe she was wrong 
Maybe we had something in common all along 
Facts are facts, I'm still here and have something to say 
This is not a happy moment, and one is still miles away 
I can write as much I want 
It won't matter in the end 
The statement is clear 
I am a loser 
And Losers never win 

Never give Up~

When you feel so gloomy And the world feels swampy When you are all alone There’s nothing to do but moan Don’t ever give up Don’t ever break up You have the power to fight the bad You’ve the power to win so never be sad Life is never the same It’s just a long game A game that keeps changing And so it keeps rearranging It is a wheel that keeps spinning From darkness to light it keeps circling You must remember like after every night we’ve the day After sadness we always have joy in the same way Darkness & the sad night doesn’t stay forever There will be light cause life isn’t always bitter So don’t worry cause this is the cycle of life my dear You will surely achieve victory after every tear This is the truth that life is very versatile Life will change, you needn’t change your style You are unique never change the way you are Never give up & remember no goal is too far

Sad Life...~

I did fight for the happiness 
but the happiness refused me 
I did try to get over the sadness
but the sadness became a part of me 

I realized that my smile is my enemy
and my tears as a Medicine to me 

I didn`t choose this sad life
but the fate chose it to me 
I try to change it 
but I know that`s never can be